I'm learning fast here...
I can let no one discourage my ambition, my dreams, my attitude, my life. Remembering we don't need a fan club to achieve our goals. I have to learn how to be my own motivation.
I know where my lack of motivation and depression is coming from. Now it's just to stand strong with people and support myself. Cheer for myself. And just try a little every day. Try what I can every day and be proud of however little or however much that is. Even if it's just a baby step. Even if it's two steps forward and one step back.
Sometimes life is about risking everything for a dream no one can see but you.